Wow. I haven't wrote in my xanga for over a year already. I think I should continue again. So, I will : ) Well, junior year started and it's quite a bitch. Doing my best to contain myself, but I couldn't take it anymore last Friday. I caved. I'm thankful for having friends like Agnes, Kevin, Kaylen, Nick, Aaron, and Brian. Thanks guys for your concern and making me feel better or at least trying to hahah<3 Yeah, it's Sunday night at 10:30 PM and I'm supposed to be doing my chem lab write-up right now and studying for my trig quiz tomorrow .. apparently, I'm not doing it. I got distracted by xanga by some reason. I forgot what it was. Hmm, this will be like my journal or diary from now on then. It'll be good for me. It'll keep my memories and all. Good and bad ..

deuceee <3

FiRST DAY OF SCH0OL.!

thiz morning i got in tha wrong line to get my schedule. it was so dumb -.- overall, today was pretty good. classes were boring having tha teachers talk continuously & freakin' COLD too! haha it was great seeing all my friends again, gettin ten million hugz & shit haha ;] & i finally gave Christina her bday present .. ahahha after like 2 monthz? yeah ;x okay day recap ..

1st Alg II H -- Victor & i were late. AHAHHA! i sat behind these stupid freshmen. Ms. Leon just babbled on & on abt tha papers (which one of them i didnt get! stupid freshmen ..) that she passed out & i kind of just zoned off & txted my girlfriend AHAH ;]

2nd Mandarin 5NS -- Dr. Ye still rmbrd me =) ahahah. Margaret, Jason & some other kidz frm last yr are in my class. didnt do much. just listened to Dr. Ye babble abt whatever he was talking abt. ahahaha! just waiting for time to pass ..

3rd Chem H-- Chemistry wit Ms. Myagkova! tha teacher wit tha heavy Russian accent..! lmao. damn, JL, Vivian, Kayleigh, Christina, Man, Natalie & Nick are in my class. im glad i have some cool ass people (; oh myy i have Howard in my class .. this will be a fun year in Chem ..! ha HA ha.

4th World History -- wow i knew no one in Mr. Herrera's class. He just babbled on & on abt racism, culture, geography & girls. it was so queer. he kept on saying "in tha old days, i was a player, a mac-daddy." we were like .. ahahaha! ..wtf." i was like falling asleep & cold as hell.

5th English 3H -- Kaylen's in my class! yayay :] so is Kayleigh, Heather, Whitney, Shaqeela, Christina, Janelia, Diana & a whole mess of other people. Steven too! omg that faggot told me he didnt have a class wit him -.- anyways yeah, Ms. Brown seemed like a really laid back & nice teacher. we didnt have our test today. thank goodness.

6th Track -- therez so many new people! a whole bunch of freshmen! we have a big team this year! well .. BIGGER. haha. i heard tha freshmen are HELLA fast!! outrunning everyone else! crazy, i needa see them run .. yeah anyway, we were in tha gym. HOT AS A FREAKIN OVEN! we were sweating & everyone was so close together. it was sick. our dumbass gym has no A/C. it was such a chill class though, everyone just talking & stuff. i <3 Virginia ! AHAHAHA shes so funny.

yeppp that was first day wit not much details hahaha. so much more went down though but yeah ..! deuceeeee <3

alright so here i am back in sunny CALiFORN-i-A. doesnt seem all that sunny compared to Malaysia but yeah. so came back on Sunday, August 13 at night. i went shopping wit my mom tha next day for my "necessities" haha. tha customz at Malaysia took some of my shit .. but whatever, just bought new onez. i think i stayed home most of tha day on Tuesday and Wednesday to do thingz around tha house & so forth. so yesterday after lunch, i felt like i couldnt stay home any longer. so i decided that i wanted to go out for a while. i ended up going to TapEx wit Nick at like 330 after a lot of complicated matters .. he cheered me up & we both had a really good time =) Mom came to pick me up. so i was at home reading my summer reading book, Angela's Ashes: A Memoir by Frank McCourt. after spaghetti for dinner and watchin' The Wedding Date on HBO, i was on tha phone for tha rest of tha night haha (; i had a really good heart to heart talk wit my twinnie Diana :] then, i tried to go to sleep at 12 & when i finally fell asleep, i got a stupid "accidental" phone call frm Nick -.- after that i couldnt sleep til 2am ..! and i was gonna wake up in tha early mornin' at 730 to take a run .. soooo gyeaahhhhh.

today, Friday, August 18, i ended up waking up at 650 -.- apparently, my Dad goes to tha park earlier than i expected .. ahaha. we got there at like 740? i did a total of 4+ miles (according to tha park), but i only ran/jogged like around 2 miles. HAHA =) after 2 monthz of not running & being hungry as fuck, i was proud of myself for what i achieved today (: then afterwards, we went to Garden Cafe for breakfast ! yay, food for my tummy ;D came home, read my book, took a niceee shower & yeah (: lets see whats gonna happen tha rest of my dayyyy !

thankz to tha loserface for keeping me company at TapEx instead of ballin' wit his homiez at Barnes yesterday ;] & for talking to me and listening to what i had to say at TapEx and on tha phone. i give big thankz to my twinnie for that really wonderful talk i had wit her (: both of them made me smile throughout tha day & night. i <3 'em both !

deuce babyyyyyyy !

thiz entry is for me to say how much i miss thingz in LA & how much i love malaysia

i miss how i would talk on tha phone all day wit my gayass friendz. i miss talkin on tha phone wit my gf theresa, mostly ;( i miss how i could just call up someone & talk witout worryin abt tha phone bill. i miss how i know my place around MPK & could just walk somewhere when i needed something. i miss how i used to see nick when he goez or comez back frm bball practice. that fagget livez down tha street frm me hahah (; i miss how fast internet is at home! i freakin miss running! i miss all tha people i talk to. i miss tha fambam*. i miss tha track buddz. i miss being able to see you guys & go out wit y'all. in general, i just miss my homejunkiez. hahaha ;) <3

i love every single little thing abt malaysia.!! i love tha food here, most definitely. omg it'z heaven. i love the atmosphere. i love how therez no tabloidz & shit abt celebritiez. i love tha weather, even though itz oven hot & super humid. i love tha shopping centerz! ahhh they're so bigg! ;D so many levelz .. some have like 7 or 8 =) i know you wish you could be here ;p i love how everything is so cheap here! well cheaper .. haha. i love tha fact how only a couple of buckz can give you a buffet ;D i love how free i am here, like how i dont have to worry abt school or anything like that. my thoughtz are clear of all tha bad thingz that i usually think abt in LA & i dont have to deal wit all tha shit that happenz between friendz, school, family or just random people. i love how i dont have people here that judge me (except for some queer people here & there). i love how thiz is a getaway place for me. i truly love my family here. they're tha best <3 itz so stress-free wit them. & they're always in a happy mood & crackin jokez. even if something doesnt work out well, they dont hold it against one another and make each otherz livez miserable for tha rest of tha day or week or whatever. every day im laughing til my stomach hurtz. every day im smiling at how close we are & how happy we are when we're together. every day im wishing that they could live wit us always. they just make me feel so home. i feel like i belong here. wait .. i do belong here. <3

the fam knowz how to keep it real. 
thiz appliez to tha real family & tha fambam*.

CALi L0VE definitely.